Hey guys,

First of, I got in the game because of Roosh. I was looking for Colombian girls and discovered a bunch of expats who were giving advice on how to game Bogota.

Initially, I saw Roosh as a Socrates. A misunderstood philosopher who had this radical beliefs who went against the 'mainstream." I even saw him as my older brother.

I thought Roosh's writing along with others would build the foundation of a new "Renaissance for men."

I wrote to Roosh a bunch of times, to show him my articles the solutions to how life for men in American could improve. I suggest that eventually there would be legal prostitution to bring the thirst down and men could still game much healthier environment.

However, every time I offered solutions to Roosh or his followers in the forum they would shoot it down. They kept seeing the world adopting a fatalistic stance on every issue. Whites will become a minority, America will become a poor country, traditional society will never come back, women will always be masculine, frogs will turn gay.

After internalizing a bunch of the red pill beliefs, I started to be successful. I got a girlfriend and started banging another girl in an open relationship.

I stopped being angry at women and started to simply enjoying getting laid.

More and more I saw myself and Roosh drifting apart. Ironically, I stopped seeing him as a masculine man and started seeing him as an AMERICAN GIRL!

He was constantly having meltdowns over the smallest things, how even in the best countries like Poland girls were still "Misses Right," how his "slut" days were over and know he was turning to the Church, how he wanted to settle down with a 'good' woman, how all women were the same.

How could I follow this man's lead, when he cannot even lead himself? I started to put the pieces together, instead this intellectual he was actually an Internet marketer, instead of this player he was actually a hater, instead of this international playboy he was a broke American sex tourist dumpster diving on the poorest bars in third world countries...

.....Slowly the veil started coming off and I started to see Roosh as a loser.