I had an epiphany tonight.

I work part time in retail for pocket money while I study my degree. I have fucked customers before and will continue shitting where I eat since this is not a serious income job.

I had a female customer I was dealing with (I work in ladies department) who was giving me the most subtle IOIs I've learnt to pick up on.

Holding sly eye contact a second longer than normal, a slight lustful gaze, and I could sub-consciously sense her submissivness through her body language towards me.

Sadly she did not purchase many items so I did not have much time to game and close a contact detail, the queue to serve customers was long also.

When she walked off my heart sunk as I realised she had an amazing ass.

Tonight as I prepare to sleep I realised she completely escaped my memory. It was as if she never existed in my mind.

I also gamed a hb7 blonde today who "took down" my details since I did not want to take my phone out on shift. She predictably did not contact me.

She also has completely escaped my memory. Looking back, I've failed many times. I've failed to close many times, been rejected, led on, and blown chances to fuck.

And you know what, I couldn't give a fuck less. Can you seriously sit there and name and recall every girl you've failed with?

At the end of the day go out there and shoot your shot. Nobody will remember or care what the fuck happens 24hours later.

Dont forget years from now, you and her will both be OAPs with walking sticks. You getting rejected on that cold approach will feel like lifetime ago in a different universe.

All I'm saying Is rejection and failure in this game is meaningless. Keep slaying.