Why is she being this way? Because she simply wants to deflate your success? No. She is challenging you because your success doesn't mean shit to her, unless you are free and loving. And if you are free and loving, no thing she says can collapse you.

She wants to feel you are uncollapsable, so she pokes you in your weak spot.

Of course she knows how much this moment of success means to you. This is precisely why she is negating it. Not because she wants to hurt you. But because she wants to feel Shiva [your masculinity].

She wants to feel your strength. She wants to feel that your happiness is not dependent on her response, nor on you making a million dollars.

She wants to feel you are a superior man.

There are lots of nuggets of red-pill wisdom in this book. I recommend you search for a pdf of this book on google.

I've said this before and I'll say it again. Shit tests make us stronger and more vigilant. They have a purpose.