Thank you guys. Thank you Rollo, thank you folks at the Chateau Heartsite. It was a sad path of LJBF, orbiting, failed pursuits and BP bullshit that led me here but at the still young age of 24 it has saved my life from CERTAIN beta bux/divorce rape with an entitled ungrateful wife who hates me.
It is funny how I got here - it was a text from a girl I had known for years and we hadn't spoken for a month or two. Her man went on a trip and like clockwork less than 24 hours later she msgs me saying " I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu!" Usually I would've been so happy to see a msg like this but for some reason this time it really rubbed me the wrong way. I guess my inner man who had been suppressed all of my life finally had enough. I didn't answer I just decided to find out why I felt so disgusted.
I by chance typed in the red pill in google ( I had actually watched the movies earlier that week) and it led me here. It was as if a thermonuclear bomb had been dropped on my reality. I have been reading these sites for 4 months now and through application have taken back control of my life. No longer a bitch at work and am demanding more for myself, I have had more success with women than I did through all of school, and my confidence is at an all time high and only growing with each success.
Who knew that just 4 months ago, as an attractive man with a bright future I could feel so shitty (my story was very close to becoming like Michael's on the sidebar.)
This change, this knowledge, it has created so much momentum in my life and I don't want it to stop.
Thank you all. TRP saved my life.