Today I had a fucking epiphany.
I've always thought of myself, deep down in my subconcious, as a beta. No matter what I was trying to do, I was a beta, because I was thinking so of myself.
I made some money... still a beta, cause why not? I somehow fucked some girls... still a beta, cause why not? Worked out, dieted, turned my body into a fucking anciet greek sculpture... still a beta in my mind, cause why not?
No matter what I did, I was a beta. No matter how better I got and how much I advanced, I was still a beta and I was to remain a beta, whatever great achievement I might've had.
Because I was brainwashed into it!
This my simple epiphany. We are brainwashed by the society to think very lowly of ourselves, the government wants us as manipulable as possible, so they instill these thoughts in us ever since we're kids.
We, as men, we naturally are alphas, thanks to our biology, thanks to our dick, balls and endocrine system and thanks to our anatomy, we're BUILT BY NATURE to conquer, or at least to relentlessly try to conquer as best as possible.
There's not one single motherfucker out there, who's a natural born beta, there isn't such a thing.
Think of it this way: you start out as an alpha by nature the moment you're born, and your anatomy is there to confirm it. Then, with each passing day, society, friends, family, the government, the massmedia, social media, start fucking with you, a little here, a little there while you're growing up, instilling certain retarded, against your nature thoughts in your brain, which don't benefit you, but benefits them, until you forget your true, masculine, animalistic, conquering nature, thus, you become a little puppet.
This is why you always feel an interior conflict, this is why usually you feel anxiety and depression. You KNOW who you are, deep down. You very well know what the fuck you feel like doing and saying, there's a little voice and instinct in your head that you feel like you should follow because it's gonna turn out good. But just before starting to follow that instinct, you start thinking... "but what if he thinks I'm a weirdo cause I didn't laught at his joke? Better start fake laughing", "but what if she thinks that I'm not a good boy that she can trust, better not tell her how retarded she sounds", that's the voice of your fake beta that has been instilled in you, taking over your natural alpha instincts.
Retarded ideologies which go against rationality and biology: feminism, gay acceptance, veganism, fat acceptance.
Cheap pleasures such as: 24/7 pornography, junk food, sugar, on demand pointless entertainment (netflix, youtube, tik tok).
Stupid bandaids: anti-depressive pills, pushing any sort of medicine down your throat, getting you addicted to xanax and all that shit.
Mind games: the purposeful lack of certain education, the purposeful miseducation in some areas, slave 9-5 working making you believe you're a champion, meanwhile you're making some other dude rich.
They want you to be a mindless zombie. "Don't brag, be humble" "Stop judging people" "Accept them for who they are". They want you to have no personality. To be like a falling leaf, floating in whatever direction the wind blows.
They feed you cheap pleasures. Junk food. Stupid entertainment. Crap medicine. Filling your brain with cheap dopamine. Keeping you docile, like a tranquiliezed lion in a cage.
You think you're a good man, because you believe in God, you go to work, you get your monthly salary, you fuck your wife and raise your kids, which you do... but you're doing it on their terms. You're not free, you're theirs, until you break out of this mental pattern.
Fuck them. The only way out of the cage is by forming your OWN opinions. You don't like fat people? Good, me neither, fuck them, fat shame them until they lose weight. You don't like hobos? Good, me neither, fuck them, they should go to work and not beg like some losers.
STAND FOR SOMETHING. If you don't stand for something, any fucking thing at all, there's gonna be an empty spot inside you waiting to be filled. It's gonna be filled by something else and someone else, unless YOU FILL IT FOR YOURSELF.
You're not a beta trying to become alpha. You're an alpha recovering from a fucking disease!