At 2 years ago I was extremely clingy and needy for attention. I would go into a panic and accuse others of not caring for me if they didn't reply quick enough. But after having my pride destroy by an ex that gaslighted me really badly I did a complete 180.

Now I loathe talking about how I feel, I barely reach out to people, I can cut people off very quickly before they can do it me. As if now I get over people leaving me a bit TOO fast. Both of these issues are problematic and I don't know what to do about it. I don't even like letting people get close to me anymore.