Just something my now ex of 2.5 years said to me in the middle of a fight. I just ended it last week. Similar memories keep coming back to me and I don't know why I couldn't remember them throughout the relationship?

And I can't seem to reconcile how loving and warm.and affectionate he was when we weren't fighting with things he said like this?

Half the time I feel like I made a mistake ending it and half the time these memories flood back as if they were repressed while I was living in his house.

I feel so confused. FDS, please help me.