I love my current boyfriend more than anything and know he’s the best I’ve had in my life.

My ex is a twitch streamer now and seems to not have goals in life, same as he was when we were together. But I just can’t move on from the fact that he rejected me. His new gf is so beautiful and extroverted and has so much going on, and he posts about her and loves her in the ways he never loved me. I can just see from the pictures how much he lights up in her presence. If you look at past pics w him and me, you can see how much he hated being in my presence. But with her, he glows.

I wouldn’t trade my current bf for the world. But I think I’m struggling in soothing my ego. I don’t get why he treated me the way he did. I feel like I wasn’t good enough, maybe too much. This new girl seems to be an upgrade from me. They’ve been together for so much longer than he and I were, which makes me feel like I was the problem. Maybe I need therapy lol