Alright guys I believe I am an idiot and am full of shit when I say this girl is checking all of the boxes.
Short story of my journey
Was a stereotypical nice guy, only thing I hung on to was working out but with crazy low T still was not much to look at (have put on 25 quality pounds since)
Found MRP and struggled to swallow the pill, still may be swimming around in my gut.
Reading: NMMNG, WISNIFG, MMSLP, Rational Male, Models, Practical Female Psychology, Book of Pook, and some other things I felt fit me personally
I am a small guy but pretty damn fit, my frame is is solid... work is going great, sex with my wife has gone from deadbedroom to sex acts I have never experiances before.
My weakness... my sex drive has been all over the place since starting TRT a bit over a year ago. It came back strong, then quickly diminished. Recently I have been questioning if the issue is just my wife. She is rather overweight, she is up for anything and even though there are frequent soft no's I can pretty much get laid whenever Iwant.
Lately I have been really contemplating this, is my sex drive low or do I just not want to fuck my slutty but overweight wife?
I still dont have much game (conventionally attractive so had good luck when I was young and single) but have still pushed myself to flirt and interact with women, no concidance have been more successful the past month or two while I have been most consistent with my diet and exercise.
Current issue: one woman who is much more attractive then my wife is telling me these things
I want the 1950s housewife stuff
I greet you with a drink on my knees
And then tend to dinner
Is that weird Sir?
I have worked since I was 12
I don’t depend on anyone
I was ready to walk away from my wife, she turned into a slutty and competent first mate.... new recruite comes along while I am questioning my attraction to my wife.
The stay plan needs to be the same as the go plan.... but I was already having a mental struggle about stay vs. go, and I don't think new girl is a wise decision... however she claims to check all the boxes that I have not communicated with her.
Male branch swinging, is that a thing?
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