41 m, 36 f. I’m 5’9”, 165lb. I’m fit, currently building a gym at home so working on more gains. I have two teenage girls from a previous marriage, (I’m a good dad and have a good relationship with the ex wife), she has two young boys. We’ve been together for almost two years, live together. Have started a business and are in the process of starting a new one. Sex about once to twice a week. She’s super hard working, her work ethic is commendable. Is a good mom to her kids and treats mine with respect. We actually make a good couple and I feel like she adds value to my life and is very supportive of my mission. Prior to me she was married for a couple of years in her mid 20s. Got divorced and stayed single. She has a high N count obviously. She’s very pretty and Mexican. I don’t know the number details nor do I care to know. I on the other hand have only been with 8 women, I lost my 20s and half my 30s to my previous marriage, I never really went through a dating phase. This right here is my problem. I feel like I am in the best shape of my life, the way I dress, my level of fitness, the way I look, my level of self confidence, my career level, the best it’s been. I get a good amount of female attention. I feel like I need to meet more women. I’ve never done that. This is causing problems in our relationship because of my wondering eye and she notices. Do I tell her this? Should I throw away a good thing with a woman that’s helping me be better in order to get what I missed out on? I’m trying to focus on my goal, but it’s hard. She wants our relationship to grow and be great and honestly so do I, but I can’t help to wonder what it’s like to be out there on my own. I need guidance.