First real set back since taking the red pill. Too much red pill rage over how fucking pathetic I have been and how long it’s gonna take to fix and victim puked to my wife and was an insecure little bitch. Can’t even believe I did that, like WTF first rule is STFU....and I blew it.

Well that put me back a few weeks if not months. Any pointers after a serious blue pill meltdown moment? Gonna shut the fuck up now......