I'm 30. Basically I used to fuck around daydreaming shit all day long, which made me overall bad in everything (thank you ADHD). I've just awakened, it's like life has started again for me since I started working in fixing this aspect (meditation, presence in the moment).

My life right now:
- single
- looking the best I've looked, fit
- own an apartment and a cheap car
- had to start a career all over again from the start, my colleagues in the same position are aged 25. At least it's the company I've always wanted to work for.

So, what am I missing? At this point, most dudes my age are married with kids.
I don't want that right now, but it feels like every situation I was ever late for. I don't want to jump steps with a random girl, but it feels like it's something I should've already sorted by now. Married guys seem to be much more of a man than I am. I feel like a teenager around them.

Thoughts?