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So last 2 months things have been continually better. More frequent sex, pretty much on demand, few shit tests. To those who have seen my shit, know I take test and viagra since having 2nd kid, started 8 months ago. Got so many tests about how I’m different and sex seems drug fueled, it genuine. Haven’t heard anything about really since active hear until last night.
Had sex Sunday. Initiated wed but she had used her vib an hour before I got home so she wasn’t horny and offered starfish, I declined. Last night I initiated as we went to bed, she joked about how I’ve became needy, in a sexy voice as she stripped and smiled. Start foreplay, she’s excited, then I tell her I got some condoms so we could use her vibe during sex(she doesn’t use it skin to skin). She stopped, freaked out, said we need to talk. Went back to saying how my sexual interest is not at all genuine. I’m different and she doesn’t like it. I fog, “what’s wrong with wanting to have sex? And variations of that, which she would say nothing is wrong w it. She said it wasn’t about the frequency, just that it’s not genuine and I feel different. She tried to shame me for the test and libido, so I shamed her and I said she had a higher sex drive than me as she used her vib multiple times the day before, and we just screwed 2 days before that. She got pissed said she’s throwing away her toy and went to sleep downstairs(never done this). I went to check, asked her if she was sleeping down here, she said yes, I said ok and went to bed. A few minutes later she comes back up and says”I’ll have sex w you but this convo is not over”. We do it,but think used to much lube and she didn’t get off for the first time in a long time, which typically I wouldn’t care but in this situation would have liked it to happen. Whatever, 15 minutes later asked her if she wanted a round two she said “what are you trying to do, check a box? I said “I’ll check your box, haha”. Her: “She said something along the line of glad I take her serious. No more convo after sex, normal in the morning.
Long fucking story. Anyways any insights on this, besides I’m a faggot. I do initiate more, so lots of push, little pull. Will this test ever go away? Should I just say I’m not talking about this shit again and say goodnight? I think I’m trying to move to fast, getting the frequency I like and now trying to get some variety. Also during the verbal intercourse I firmly told her I’m never going to stop the test as I feel so much better and am not living my life tired, etc.