I've been reading and reading and not finding anything to help with my problem. I'm basically doing TRP strategy by sheer dumb luck and suddenly the train derailed and smashed into a hazardous waste plant and left me as Joker with Harley Quinn(before she got dumped). I've had some extreme life events and need help getting back on track.

The back-story is I found out I have Aspergers at age 43 and was extremely naive my whole life. I married my wife when we were 30 because we were both desperate. She's an Indonesian Muslim and I'm an American atheist. I'm what you might call a career beta in the west but an alpha in the east. She's a 10 where I come from but a 5 where she's from, and vice versa.

I also found out I've had low testosterone most of my life and it caused many physical problems and now I'm injecting it. I was all about working out and getting into shape, went to many Drs and fixed all probs, etc. Then my shoulder gave out and I've been benched for about a year, MRI in a week or so. I couldn't even lift a 40lb bag today.

I kicked my narcissistic mom and sisters to the curb recently and sued the shit out of my self-dealing narcissistic business partner. So yeah, lots going on and this is what I mean by extreme life events. I also have a therapist I see every week but his advice has been lacking in one area.

So here's the problem: She's acting out and I don't know why. All I know is I bought her a tablet over a year ago and then she would spend all day watching videos of religious bullshit, praying, and getting fat. I called her out several times and once I'd had it, I took the tablet away and told her why. So she went and fucked up a bunch of my stuff. So I went and threw her makeup in the dumpster. So she went all Harley Quinn batshit crazy on me and I back-handed her(something I will regret the rest of my life). After a few days she quit the religious zealotry crap. I got her into fishing every day to break up the video watching and told her I'm not attracted to fat chicks and then she started working out.

I already figured out she gets bitchy if I don't cum in her every day(apparently semen is an antidepressant) so sex isn't the problem, we both orgasm nearly every day. Now she keeps bringing up stupid shit that upsets me, and she knows it upsets me and I tell her that and I explain why it's stupid and that she's doing it to upset me and she keeps doing it! Like she's trying to light a fire under my ass but neither of us know why. wtf? It's winter so fishing is out. The kids are back in school hybrid and I've got her busy with their schooling. We can't do anything until March(We're cannabis farmers). I finally got her to stop sleeping with the 5 year old. We have plenty of money and accomplishments. I run the house. I kicked her in the ass to learn to drive and she's doing that.