Ok, so this is going to be a little different.
I have been following Red Pill principles for the past 4 years - give or take.
I have been in the fortunate situation that when I have found RedPill on Reddit I was at my lowest and the cruel lessons in life really jumpstarted and fueled the fire in me to change for the better.
By now, I have managed to build up my own life, my own frame, my own vision, the ship is sailing with or without a first mate and I feel invincible.
I'm successfull at work, side gigs are coming along nicely and finally I have managed to get back into the gym routine again - (doctors finally cleared me for proper exercise as I had a herniated disc last year and a torn muscles in my shoulders).
Stats atm:
- 195cm, 92KG, 14% body fat ( loosing about 0,75Kilos of fat every week)
- Bench max: 65KG at one rep max
- Squat: 150KG at one rep max
- Deadlift: 100KG at one rep max
Rationally, when I look at my life, I feel like at the age of 30, I actually have my shit together and am way ahead of most of my peers in terms of status, power, career, finance and even looks.
I am seeing a girl that is super submissive, she calls herself my personal little slut, really enjoy leading her and she just gobbles up my manliness and I can see it on her how much joy and happiness she is getting out of me letting her behave like a real woman - which in some way feeds my manly ego.
So here is the problem.
Why am I still not happy?
What aggravates me about this the most is that I literally cannot find one aspect of my life that I could pinpoint as the root cause of this problem.
I really fucking should be that dude that is living his best life as a young, financially independent, successful man.
However, nowadays I feel like I am just going through the motions of my daily routine and am not getting a whole lot of joy or excitement out of most things.
Everything feels kind of bland, even the amazing sex the girl offers does not excite me anymore the way it used to excite me in the past.
What the actual fuck is wrong with me, what did I miss?
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