I have some girls I can call right now and they will bring there ass literally drive naked to see me if I tell them too and walk in my house give me a nice blowjob and send em home. I probably have at least three of these girls. Obviously I’m not taking them out, but I’ve been emotionally needy lately and have known myself to want to be in a romantic relationship with just one person before. In my blue pill days I was still attractive but saying yes when I didn’t know I had a choice. You know what I’m saying?

So if there’s a girl I want to be with now, I can pursue this relationship without trying to bring in all the Mumbo jumbo I used before? Such as desperate, needy and clingyness. Is that kinda what’s going on?