I constantly try to compare myself with other people.

In my mind if they feel "below my status" i'd feel good and satisified, but thats not the case if theres someone way more sucesfull than me.

I met guy in the universitiy that managed to talk to all the girls effortless, ended up on top of the class by having good grades, managed to make amazing presentations... basically all the things i was striving for, he already got it completely efortless, he doesnt even realize it.