I want to open up to you guys about some stuff sitting here with some port...

Imagine a guy who has been through hell from day one. I was raped as a child. My father kicked the shit out of me. He took a 5 year old, pushed him on the ground, kicked him straight in the ass and called him a son of a whore. Fair enough, she's a hoe. She fucked everyone. Literally everyone, in front of her son. Yeah, she did... no concern, no worry, sucky sucky... more important than your son...

She was fucking a doctor and took her son to the woods. Got naked and painted her bod in rainbow colours... made him take pictures... send it to the doctor... doctor no like crazy psycho bitch so he next... bitch goes crazy and smashes a brick through his clinic door...

Oh, if only that was enough... today you need a haircut son but no barber for you, mommy will take care of you... She grabs scissors and cuts his hair... Then suddenly, she cuts his right ear off for fun and laughs...

Bitch goes crazy and tries to burn her mother's house... calls her up and calls her a hoe... fuck you you stupid cunt! Do you like your house on fire?! Bitch goes to jail... son is in child protective services...

Son goes mad... tortures animals and shit... can't cope with the pain and the shame... Oh Lord what sick twisted world is this?? Throws cats on barbed wire, cuts the head of turtles... at least this I can control!

One day he's with 3 girls. 16 or so years old. They make sure no one is home. Lock the doors and tease this sexual beast. He's 5 but knows the ropes. Mommy taught him well. They flash him with their large tits. He likes. Says I wanna see more! Girl takes him to the room and they make out. Guy has a boner and wants to fuck. She says you can touch my tits but need to lift the shirt first...

So yeah I'm a twisted fuck... But you guys say positive masculinity and all? What to do? Be a man and suck it up? Be a mangina and cry to your girl? See a therapist? Blow up the metro station? Or better yet jump off a cliff???