I'll try to list everything thats going for me so far right now

Im 25.
-Dont have a drivers license
-Dropped out of college
- Have less than 1k in my bank account
-Have two convictions (assault and speaking threateningly)
-Have mental health issues (depression, anxiety and psychosis which I am recovering)

+Worked in entrepreneurship in startups
+Played professional Jazz
+Decent cook
+Decent chess player
+Read alot of books (self help, biographies and philosophical)
+ Developed character through reading
+strong boundaries and cut parents out.

The point I want to make is I'm not motivated to find employment or do anything with my life. Usually from the time I wake up to the time I sleep, I read books, read things on reddit and listen to podcasts and I am fufilled living this way with no money and having no future projections in life. Im beginning to think there is something wrong with me. In the past my mental health issues detered me from doing things but my mental health has improved due to me making an active effort on to relax and not trying to push myself and being hard on myself. I find that I get many insights from reading books however at the same time I'm reading TRP, Incel Wiki as such. I am minimal usage of social media as I couldn't care less what people thought of me. Infact I'm beginning to think that the I give too little fucks what my peers think of me.

I've scored 1 percent in agreeableness 3 percent in conscientiousness, 26 percent in emotional stability 63 percent in extroversion and 59 percent in intellect. My conscientiousness and agreeableness worries which I'm beginning to self diagnose myself as having ASPD. I'm not sure what I am doing but I feel fufilled and relaxed in life doing nothing. I feel like my mental health condition is holding me back from pushing myself but yet again I cant blame my mental health condition?