2 years of an on-off LTR in high school (I'm 18) where I was extremely RP. I broke up with her before going to college after this summer but now I have somehow caught insane feelings and became bluepilled for her. I've read the sidebar and know that I have to move on, but I can't forget about her even when I'm getting with other girls. I wrestle and lift every day but I can't get her out of my head and I know how beta it is. What can I do in this situation, especially to solve the feeling that I treated her badly?