I've developed a huge insecurity about my looks. I'm always the ugliest guy in the room and it's just started fucking with me heavy in the last few months. I hate looking in the mirror and actively avoid it and hate being in public even.

I never gave a fuck until I met my pre TRP oneitis and she immediately cucked me with Chad. She was hardly a prize herself but I was totally infatuated with her (due to various reasons).

Whenever a girl talks to me I constantly think she's fucking with me. I've lost a lot of fat recently and started lifting again from scratch after a long injury.

I'm very aware SMV is more than just looks. My strongest asset is my sense of humour and good at being genuinely interested in other people.

Any ideas to get over this shit.