I’m tired. I’m young. I feel like I suffered through it all. I’ve changed my life around, truly. I’m talking going from 300 -> 200lbs, I’ve graduated University ahead of time. Made money, hustled, doubled it. I’ve set myself up for a “successful” life, but here I am: tired.

I’ve lost everyone I loved to the above. I’m alone. The girl I thought could be my wife was an illusion. I’m back to reality, and truthfully - I don’t want to be. I miss ignorance, I miss my mom.

Please help me.