So as i’ve been down my journey of self improvement i’ve been claiming many personal victories. My body is in great shape and I’m working on smoothening my people skills and it seems like things are getting better. I would still consider myself low smv however.

As of late i’ve been getting more ioi’s, for instance two girls have jokingly called me a fuckboy in the past week (which we all should know is a good thing), despite the fact that this couldn’t be further from the truth (I’ve only had sex twice, both with overweight girls ONS) and they will be saying stuff like “talk to your other hoes teeheehee” so they see me as somewhat high value, but the truth is i’m a loser who browses incel forums and hates himself.

So my question is, how do I reach the point where my actual self is congruent with the image some of these hoes be seeing?