I'm just curious when I read about some of you guys sleeping with over 200 women. Surely you guys are fucking any and every type of girl. The good & bad girls, all types of women are susceptible to your skills.

There's something going on with me where my heart just sinks from it because I used to pursue LTR's, but it feels like I subconsciously don't respect women with a history of other guys.

I'm trying to find someone who used to have this same feeling and find out how they got over this insecurity or does it stay with me to life? As in I can never respect a woman who wants commitment from me when she fucked other guys for no commitment at all?

Women don't make me happy, and I'm trying to get over this gut feeling, its been going on for over a year now, and the only thing that will help me cloud these thoughts are to constantly be fucking someone.

This is the LAST worry in my life, and it eats me up inside so hard, I could deal with never getting married/having a LTR, but my heart cringes when I look at a woman.

I just want to stop thinking about their partner counts, it feels subconscious & biological.