So I've been reading up on the sidebar a lot this past week after my friend introduced me to the red pill when I had a discussion with him, apparently showing that I am showing RP mentalities, so I'm so glad he open me up to this subreddit. So I have been reading the sidebar, being more of a man, not giving a fuck what people think of me, doing my best. Now I know a week is barely any time to even pretend I know what I'm doing, and honestly I don't. So I'm coming to the experts. Any and all advice/constructive criticism is appreciated.

So I have a dance coming up this saturday. I know she was into me, before I started to swallow TRP. Physical attraction only. She pursued me asking for my number. Here's where I start to cringe at my blind blue pill self, this shit sucks.

We agreed to hang out at her place. First, no sex occurred. even a little. fuck me. I'm embarrassed just writing this but someone needs to know cause fuck. Anyway, I chill with her. we cuddle, watch a movie, i try making lame ass blue pill moves, (asking permission, being shy, not taking initiative, all pretty cringworthy fucking stuff.)

My question here is: I have stopped texting her since I learned of the red pill, only just texting her today to see what she's wearing. How can i remedy this situation? She's an easy 8/10, so I'd really like to sleep with her, especially since she's staying with me.

How can I show her I'm not the blue pill self she saw the first time we hangout. (I know I still have BP thoughts, I'm working on getting rid of that conditioning)