Boss knows I golf a lot so he invited me to play golf Thursday.

I used to be a hell of a golfer. Early days of college. Worked at a country club in hs and a course in college. 4 handicap. Had multiple rounds at par or under. But a knee surgery and 4 broken wrists later and I can barely break 95. I’m still learning my swing and was hoping to get back to 85 by the summer.

When I first started at the company all the guys went to the driving range and I was smoking balls. Boss said you gotta be a 3-4 handicap. However my knee has been flaring up and it’s much harder to perform on the course then the range.

Anyways I knew he’d invite me out at some point but unfortunately it’s tomorrow. Said expects me to be a rock star and impress all of them.

I played Sunday and shot a 104. Playing a a really nice difficult course this afternoon to see how I feel.

I’m fucked. What do you I do? I need to perform and idk if I have it in me.