Hello everyone, so I’m 18 years old and if i’m honest i’d say my face looks like it was designed by Pablo Picasso. I’ve never even had a relationship and I only lost my virginity to a chubby girl on a night out last week (albeit effortlessly). I’ve made out with a mere 11 girls in my whole life with bits and bobs of foreplay sprinkled in here and there, and in the majority of these cases they had been drinking a bit so there perception of me was probably skewed to begin with. One time a cute girl approached me at a party telling me she found me hot, we basically fucked around the entire night, then a week later we went on a date while sober, we still made out but I got ghosted afterwards, probably due to the reality of my looks.

I’ve always had low self esteem and confidence as well as suboptimal social skills, but ever since finding the redpill and lurking incel forums, my self esteem has been intrinsically tied to my looks. Because of this I have been stuck in a cycle of negative feedback where I have been unable to progress in terms of social skills, self esteem, education and in pretty much all areas of life in general.

In short, how can I come to terms with my physical drawbacks and build a healthy sense of self esteem and confidence as well as adjust my expectations (I don’t think i’ll ever be a plate spinning chad).

Don’t tell me to lift because I already do.