Hello I have a slight deformity so i am not that successful with women. I have fucked some girls (one night stands).. then I met a girl off a dating app. She was attractive and into me. The sex was very great. She liked anal, wanted to do anything in bed including porno moves, and lots of differnt moves. Because I had no experience I was very passive and was just happy doing what she wanted. This went for about 7 months before it ended. I was actually very upset when it ended but it's ok because she wasn't girlfriend material.

However, I can't help but feel like i missed out. This girl would of done anything. Probably would of eating my ass. literally anything. I didn't realise the missed opportunity at the time but I do now.

I have tried with a few other women but they are not as good as her. It makes me a bit sad. Because I know there is a man with her probably doing all the things I SHOULD of done with her. It has created a oneitis for me. No matter what girl i am interest in i think of her and think what i should of done and missed out on.