Usually I make a post asking how to deal with low self esteem, but in reality I don't have low self esteem anywhere in my life except regarding my worth in the SMP.

The only redeeming thing I can ever think of is I can sometimes be funny. But other than that I internalised a long time ago that I don't have any value to a woman.

I'm working on lifting and fitness which has given me some worth in myself regarding attractiveness but I'll still always be an ugly dude. I'm not short which is something that matters.

Basically an adult virgin. Any tips to working on my mindset? Cheers