This is the sort of thing that comes in waves for me, but it's something I'm really struggling with. I'm trying to make changes every day to put me closer to the man I want to be, try not to let emotions cloud my judgement, but sometimes, I just feel suoer spiteful towards... I dunno, "the world"?... that I've basically "never been good enough".

Like... I'm not as good looking as I want to be, I'm not as smooth as I want to be, but there are times where I genuinely think, "Okay, if i could switch bodies with basically anyone else in the world, I would be slaying". Hell, when it comes to helping buddies text chicks, or even when I used to try online dating, I know how to gain interest. But the moment my sorry mug comes into the picture, crickets.

Obviously, that's just part of life, not everyone gets to be good looking, and it's pointless to whine about it. But that intense bitterness and resentment, sometimes just gets the better of me, where I don't even feel like trying to meet women. Hell, I'm in an area where I don't really know anyone or anyplace to go, so trying to "go out" at apl is hard enough.

I dunno. How do you guys "get over it", I guess?