After watching The Wolf of Wall Street (2013) I'm doubting my path and pretty much everything.

On one hand I don't believe having it all and becoming a crazy drug addicted millionaire in a year would make someone really happy, on the other hand I feel almost redicilous studying for my engineering degree and being on my purpose while some young dudes in New York get into this crazy life in the office and after a year or a couple they have all the money, women and drugs in the world. Makes my purpose, my LTR and my sober life feel like I'm a child playing in the sand in a grown up's world.

Am I the only one feeling this way?

Edit: I do not want to have the same life as talked about, snorting drugs and having hookers all day, that's not what I'm talking about (and I also said it won't make me happy of course), but more about the scale of life, the same way a starving african kid will feel if he works every day in his life for food while I will refuse to eat in a bad restaurant.