There's always one of those days where you look back at BP days and think about the happy high you had from Oneitis. No I dont miss the cheating lying bitch. I do however sometimes miss the good feeling. But that also brings the fear of slipping back into the BP mindset.

How to counter that ? I take care of the physical part pretty good, have multiple plates on demand. But the emotional state of mind is something I have a hard time controlling.

TIA