Long story short after I found the redpill and started reading the blogs and threads I realized I had been a complete bitch made orbiter for this girl. I had one-itis for her. After this realization I decided to completely cut contact. Deleted her as a fb friend and all. Haven't spoken to her in a month or so. She just poked me on fb and all of the hamstering I used to do is trying to make it's way back into my life. How do I kill this desire for a LTR? Is it even possible to convert someone like this into a plate?

In reflection she was pretty red pill, but I (having never had a father or any male figure to look up to) was extremely docile and blue pill at the time we pushed through engineering school together. We used to talk about relationships all the time. And I think this was the only time she wasn't manipulating me. She would always complain about how she had to take the lead role because no men would ever take charge or blah blah something about waiting for a man that can be strong for her so she can stop pretending to be. How she has a bunch of walls that she puts up because only real men pressure through the walls.

So what do you guys think? Ultimately she's just an option so it's w/e if I just have to let it burn.

EDIT: I should probably add that another reason why we had a falling out was because she tried to LJBF me and I gave her the "fuck that" speech.