As the title says, I'm starting to apply the things I'm learning from TRP, but I'm in constant conflict with blue-pilled values/ideologies I've been raised on.

After being burned by a former oneitis, I wasted years being mad and I'm tired of having a self pity party. I've devoted 2019 to self improvement and being the best version of myself that I can be. However, this has come with some resistance.

Over the past few weeks, I've been going on dates and getting my Tinder set up again for the spring semester, but I'm not able to fully enjoy it? Before the dates or even during the dates, in the back of my mind, I get this feeling of "what's the point?" My former self is telling me I need to focus on finding "the one", or "this one is different from the other girls", or focusing on one girl instead of talking to multiple at a time. This constant back and forth causes me to send mixed signals to girls and it most definitely makes forming frame that much harder.

Did any of you guys struggle with this when starting TRP? If so, how did you overcome it? Thanks.