a year ago my life went to shit with my ex who claimed abuse after I dumped her, my best friend who saw a moment of weakness in me to kick me while I was down, and ultimately a whole town of people hate my guts. These were people who at one point I considered close and trustworthy. I had helped my best friend many a times and he would often return the favor. Made sure I was good example of a man to my ex and her family. I led what I knew was a good life and did good things. Human nature shows no mercy.

It's been 1 year since and I haven't talked to them. I don't ever want to see them again. Nor do I care about their well being. But I keep dreaming about them. And when I dream it's never about what happened. It's always some made up feel good situation. Then I wake up and can't be angry because it's a good dream but I am sick of having them in my dreams. I want to forget about them completely though they were a major part of my 2 years of living when I was at my best. I don't like waking up first thing in the morning remembering people I used to give my best to. (Edit: lol I sound like a dirty regretful whore)

TL;DR: My highlight years (so far) ended in a shit storm. I keep having good dreams about the close people in them though in reality if I had my way, I'd fire a bullet between their eyes. How do I get the dreams to stop?