I have this very puzzling issue... I can't change myself. I've tried pretty much every piece of advice and wisdom out there: making plans, setting goals, telling people, rewarding myself, making a schedule, etc. But if it's something that's inconvenient or unusual or difficult, then I can't push myself to stick with it. I guess fed up or bored and quit. These have often been with things that I need to do: get my grades up for college; save money; improve my social skills; learn to handle stress; lose weight... things of that nature. It's as though I am stuck in this current personality with these present habits. And I don't know what else to do. I can't change. I always fail along the way.

I'll let you guys answer that, and I'll add something tangentially related. I feel like, for lack of better words, I need to get roughed up a bit. Kinda get put in my place. Outright told that if I don't get my crap together, I'm not gonna get anywhere. I think I've gotten coddled a lot and told how smart a person I am, so doing things really hard is foreign to me. I almost want to go to a boot camp of sort, because I know I lack a lot of discipline and a "let's get this stuff done" mentality when it comes to difficult things. But I don't think I know how to "cut the crap," as it were. I've tried so many times to get my ass in gear, but nothing seems to be working.