I've read so much red pill, rationale male and so many things online i don't even know how to act or think anymore. i've read about sexual market value, ive read about so much crap i don't even know what to think anymore.

Then i get off the internet and talk to genuine people - school teachers, doctors etc who do what they do to make the world a better place and it's like why am i even thinking about all this red pill stuff?