The advice I ask for is in bold at the bottom, but please read the rest first to understand my take on things. My own impression is that I'm different from other gays...

So I'm actually bi I guess because I also like women sometimes, but I'll just say gay because I don't want to get into arguments about words. But I was wondering if a gay guy is welcome to post on Red Pill. I agree with most of what you guys say about women and sexual dynamics, I have no patience for the "gay rights movement," and whenever I tell gays about my own opinions on sex and so on, I get called every name under the sun. I tried posting about my problem on another subreddit here (gaybros lol) and got downvoted and called "homophobic" and everything else. I get banned from every gay forum I try to post at, and called all kinds of names.

There are basically two or three reasons for this. The first is that I accept red pill knowledge about women, and although many gays IRL are cruel to girls and know their real nature, online I guess you're not allowed to talk about this. A second reason is that I think the whole gay rights movement is a stupidity and abomination, the product of weak-minded old queers who want attention and validation; just because I like men sexually doesn't mean I want approval from the state. The third and more important reason is in part the reason I'm writing this post; this is that I like really masculine men, and I guess it's a crime to gays to point out the truth that the VAST majority of gay guys are not masculine, and that therefore I (and lots of other gays like me who are into manly guys) are in a really difficult situation.

I wrote a longer post on the gay forum about this, but basically I'm only attracted to young, manly, handsome, muscular guys. And you almost never find this combination in gay guys. Which leaves me in a difficult situation, that I'm only attracted pretty much to straight guys. I think a lot of gays are in my position but won't admit it. So I think actually a lot of gays are very frustrated sexually, as I admit I am, because you can't really be satisfied by hooking up with another gay guy. It would be like a straight guy hooking up with a mannish woman, but even worse. The reason it's worse is because my desires are to be submissive to a manly guy, and even worshipful of him, and while a straight guy can get a rise out of putting it to a mannish woman, to me it's a complete turnoff if the guy I like is a pussy or is submissive himself. So it's actually an impossible situation. I believe this sexual frustration leads gays to think that it's actually society or the political system that's responsible for their isolation or frustration, instead of just the way the sexual marketplace works. They think if they pass enough laws validating the gay identity, that at some point their pain or frustration will disappear. Of course that doesn't happen.

Anyway I have other "red pill" insights I think, so I hope I can post here. As for myself, I think my only options are paying straight guys for it, which at the moment you can only really do in poorer countries or countries with a more "Mediterranean" attitude toward sex (in the US, straight black guys will take money for it, but I'm not into black guys). So I'm in a quite difficult position. But the flipside of it is that I literally worship handsome straight guys and want to see them do well. And I think some gays are like me but brainwashed; I think in general in a lot of the gay world there's seething resentment against what they can't have, and instead of the desire to idealize and worship, which I have, they have a desire to degrade and destroy. Which is the reason that so many gays are allied to these stupid and malevolent political movements.

A more general question I have for the men posting here is if you would accept a gay friend in real life who you knew was crushing on you. There's a guy I like now who's very straight, but handsome and has an amazing physique, and even if he wanted to do nothing physical ever (as I'm sure is the case), I think he could still benefit from being friends of sort with a guy like me who admires and would almost worship him and treat him the way a beta treats a pretty girl, except without the ulterior motives. I think Roissy commented on something like this once, I'd like to find out what the general opinion is.