I'm in a transition period where I'm changing states for work so I'm a little out of it mentally. We got each other blocked on everything but I have a secret facebook I use for looking people up and shit and for some reason I looked her up. I just couldn't stop myself. It was a really cute picture of her at a lake with her dog that I absolutely love and hella people liked it.

I've fucked two bitches already and it didn't really make me feel better because my exgf was hot as fuck. I lift almost everyday and shit too. I figure things will be better when I get to Arizona because then I'll be by ASU and hopefully swoop up some loose sloots. I'll make decent enough money out there (still not great but I'm working out that), I'll have a place to live and I figure I'll make friends.

Not even sure what my question is I just feel stupid as fuck for looking at her shit. I guess the obvious answer is don't do it dingus but I just couldn't help myself. Any tips for feeling better? I'm gunna try to focus on the bad shit that went down with her and just deal with it I guess.