So I am at a stage where a certain realisation came to my attention. I have been seeing this girl and after two dates we slept together. We're still dating but I realise I don't love women anymore. There can't be any feelings in the relationship, if it comes to that. I told her straight that I wouldn't say "I love you" unless I really meant it. Which she thought was honest. So here I am doubting if I even want to be in a relationship with her. I have no feelings for her and can't fall in love due to experience and red pill. All I could potentially aim for is maybe a sense of attachment or intimacy... us getting comfortable. Mind you, I am happy that I don't get oneitis anymore and don't get touchy feely or needy. This I consider almost an achievement. But I don't see how one can be in an LTR if there is no "love". Would chemistry and simply enjoying the relationship be enough or does that "spark" really need to be there? I mean, I almost have no doubt she would still want to continue no matter what but yeah I don't see the point of all this... I mean I understand that one should eventually settle down for various reasons but not sure what the joy behind it is? Do I just want sex and thrills? Or is there something more to it?