I know, I know, I shouldn't have made such a rookie mistake, I should not have fallen for someone I am not even serious with. I have been pretty RP for the past few years, having plates and never being truly attached. But once I accidentally let my guard down for this girl (A), holy crap, neediness, insecurity, possessiveness, obsession and jealousy, those feelings I had only during my beta years all suddenly came back and are eating me alive.

I do have another plate (B) right now, we are on good terms but I am even considering dropping B, which is probably a horrible idea. I am aware of what I am experiencing and the fact that I will probably be a salty AFC again if I lose it. Rather than hiding it and trying to be cool, how do I fight those traits and let my beta traits go away? Should I just drop A?