i got her at a fundraiser in college, hb7, submissive, semi-traditional, been fucking me for 3 weeks now. she pushed for the LTR status last week, i let her know that shit don't come easy and not gonna get into that kind relationship with a girl anytime soon. she stays, keeps fucking me and hits me with "i feel like the gap between us is huge, ur gonna get bored of me and drop me", maybe i presented myself with higher value than i have, who knows. i took it as a comfort test but replied that i ain't gonna take such drastic measures as long as she keeps behaving.
thought that was the end of it. yesterday she let me know she has gotten into an LTR, not to be insulting but the guy seems like a total loser, she's a few notches higher than him in terms of smv. today she comes over, we fuck, i say i ain't got a single problem with her being somebody's gf. she honestly talks that she was afraid to be left alone and this LTR gives her stability, but on the other hand can't get enough of me and is willing to stay in both "relationships".
i don't see how im being played here, is whatever the fuck she's babbling about close to truth or im too stupid to see what's going on? she said she's scared to be on her own, meaning she can't get into serious shit with me and found a guy for comfort? in that case i pity that dude.
him = beta
me = alpha
or is this some deep ass machiavellian shit?