How do you guys find it deep in yourself to give a shit? I've almost entirely stopped caring about anything. Like everything is vanity type of not care.

What posts have you guys found motivating? What thoughts have kept you going? The more I live the more I don't care about whether I live or die. Hopefully someone knows about this kind of feeling and can help me push past it or embrace it or whatever.

Edit: I feel like a complete faggot doing this.