Theres a girl i've known for years in my blue pill days of thinking if i was nice enough she will repay me with sex. I dont need to tell you how that shit goes. So, i've always had an attraction to her and for the most she always reciprocated my feelings back to me. Now that i've been lifting, shutting out video games and porn i've become far more powerful than any jedi. The powers of the dark side here at the red pill are, how should you say, bad ass. Blah blah blah. What im trying to say is ive made mistakes almost everytime i approach girl it seems to me im in total control of the interaction and i suppose this is what it feels like to be a man?

In my pre red pill days i thought the way it worked is you meet girl, girl meets guy, guy saves girl and off you go riding into the sunset. Now this is so far from the truth its not even funny. The curious thing is my attraction to certain women has changed, or perhaps my perception of these women as valuable partners. The cheap sluts are now hot and ready in 2 minutes. My old girl friends are just... cheap sluts....its too easy.... am i missing something?