Rate my SMV please?

Honestly, how much are you enjoying your life? A percentage point will never matter if you're overly concerned about what others believe about you.

Research how to make friends and grow hobbies that really get you excited. To be interesting, one must become interested. Laughter is infectious, and so is a vital curiosity about life.

You gotta come first, always. Your happiness and satisfaction that can't be written on a resume must come first. Take care of yourself, lift, get hobbies, get excited about life.

Case and point for hobbies: I had the hardest time with this one girl getting approval and whatever. One day, I honestly said to her (I illustrate for a living), "I'm really in love with this girl I'm painting." And honestly, the girl and illustration I was working on gave me more satisfaction than this real life girl could give me at the moment. I was streaming my painting online, and she kept messaging me while I was painting. Soon enough, I'm getting texts for attention and nude pics, and my mental reaction was "Nope, gotta add the rim lighting now and fix the skin tones."

What to you is so important and moving that even if a hot girl was begging at your feet for attention, you'd have to be like "Seriously, shut up, I gotta do my thing." Start looking for this answer, and life will begin shifting in ways you can't imagine.