Sad after breaking up with a bpd...

Yeah, dated her for 3+ years because I needed her to get by in my university (she is popular and the guys there would easily help her which also benefited me). We used it each other but she won the game because she graduated and found a job first.

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Anyway, you are just addicted to her because of the lovebombing. Just work on yourself, get a good job, get a new haircut, go to the gym and delete social media if you want to heal quicky. Thank whichever god you believe in that it is now over and never take her back when she tries to lure you back in for another round.