Plate is 23 I'm early 30's.

We met on Tinder. We had sex the same night. After a few more bangs she wanted commitment, I said no way. We broke things for about a week until she sheepishly wanted to reconsider. I see her whenever I want and get laid on the reg. In the beginning we used condoms but after about a month went raw dogging.

Our mutual agreement is that we are not exclusive, and that if any of us going to have sex with somebody else, it must be protected. In the event of unprotected sex with somebody else we should immediately notify the other person. (Obviously there is a lot of trust involved, as I can see her just lying to avoid the drama).

She is very career oriented, works full time and get paid well, actively pursuing additional college education to get even more $$$. Has her own house. Good saver and manages money better than me. My smv is definitely higher than her. Overall she is very serious and rational, but AWALT.

I know that if she will get pregnant, and will decide to keep the baby, no amount of TRP, game or frame will save me from the clusterfuck of raising/supporting an unwanted child both financially and emotionally.

Why? you know why. Raw sex is like a completely different beast than rubber sex. The condom diminishes 60% of the sensations for me. I can still come but not always, not as fast and it won't be as pleasurable.

So, am I just being a weak, horny idiot by not using condoms?