I'm a 20 yo guy, that had some smaller problems during teenage years that clustered into a major confidence and socializing problem. That been said, I'm basically a 20 yo virgin, that barely had physical contact with women in all life, and that has just a handful of friends, none of them been actually close to me.
Recently I've taken the red pill for good, and started changing my life. I'm lifting hard, on a diet, on NoFap, reading a lot about game and stuff, but yet I'm just starting, and the improvement take some time to actually be significant. I've been thinking about this for a while, and after this RP overdose it came back to my mind: should I hire a hooker to lose virginity?
I'm not that bad looking and have the courage to start approaching girls and stuff, but I feel like I'm just too far from where I would like to, so I could comfortably start. I still use braces, have some acne problems that I'm dealing with, I'm really thin, still living in my parents house, and on top of that, I'm not doing anything till the end of the year, not working and home studying for college admission tests this October/November. So I'm just condemned to no social interaction, unless I go out on my on to some partys where there's no one I know and I'm still not comfortable with my looks and stuff (plus having no car/particular place to take the girls into). I don't know, it just seems too much of a step to take so early.
With that in mind, using the services of one of that honoured ladys of the night could boost my confidence and make me less prone to choke when approaching a girl, could help me thru the desperation of NoFap and would just take off a massive weight of my shoulders after all. So, what do you think?
EDIT: I forgot to mention that I recently got lucky enough to have some nonsense easy treating disease that, basically, left me somewhat cross-eyed. With a simple medicine and some exercises I'll be good, but it'll take some months to wear off. It's not that much of a deal, but to me this just destroys my eye contact and weakens even more my confidence. More stuff to block my way, damn