Someone please smack me in the fucking face

February 19, 2019
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I broke up with a girl last week after 6 months. Technically we weren't BF/GF but exclusive. After 4months I basically asked why am I being patient with her aka why she wont commit to being my GF. She says shes not ready bc she still thinks about her EX (They broke up 6months ago after 3 month relationship and he got MARRIED [2 years ago she also kissed me when she was still together with him while we were in college]) and that she needs a real job (shes a server at age 24). I said I need to have some sort of commitment (very needy and beta - this was all before i found TRP). We agree to become exclusive.

A couple weeks ago she was upset because she noticed I was being distance and that we haven't been hanging out and talking as much. I said Im fine it's just that we've been working more. (I checked her phone and noticed this one guy shes brought up before was trying to invite her to his apt for "wine and cheese". She didnt say no but somewhat entertained the idea saying "would you cook me up a vegetarian dish for me?" He said "anything for you beautiful:)))" She also randomly texted him when she was over my house after our convo that night saying "hola" at 1:45am.

Fast foward to next week. She asks to come over Mon. I fuck her good and she says how everything feels "normal" again and that today felt so special. Since I would be busy the next couple days and shes been complaining about not hanging out I invite her over the next two following days. She said she was busy one day and the next basically just shut me down. Okay whatever.

We always hang out on friday nights after she gets out of work so I didnt want to look like a needy bitch, i let her initiate. Instead we had a stale back and fourth then at 12:30am she says shes getting a drink with "my friend". I knew immediately it was a guy bc she would have told me otherwise. I then said "Enjoy" then ignored her for 1.5 days with her calling me 15 times. texting, trying to get a hold of me through IG and twitter.

I told her shes been sending mixed signals, etc. Then she tells me about friday night and how she didn't mean to act sketchy about it. She told me about this guy before which is why it was even more strange for her to not say anything about it. She didnt know I knew she was actually getting drinks with him. Then I ask "is he gay?' playfully. She thinks about it then says "yeah i think he is" but then doubles back and says how he asked if she was seeing anyone she said she was then he asked for a kiss when they left. She told him no and that they shouldnt talk anymore (something along those lines)

Then started to cry saying she needed space (regarding to me ignoring her phone calls and texts). I lost frame and say im sorry.

When she left I realized wtf am i doing? Then asked why she lied about him being gay. She couldnt come up with a reason just that she "wasn't thinking". Then tried again to make her self the victim "Did your friends tell you to ignore me? I cant believe you did that" I just ignored her.

Two days later, she comes over. Im cold because I want to read her texts to see if she was lying about the guy saying that she cut off communication. She goes to the bathroom. I see that she was texting him the next two following days. Him talking about a date (could either have been playful or serious) and her saying shes free on mondays but she would rather hang outside of work. (I dont remember when this was said but either way she lied about saying they shouldnt talk)

I went cold. I denied all her touches. She starts apologizing for lying. I dont care, I say nothing this whole time. (She does't know I read her texts). I told her I need to go to sleep. She wouldnt leave but I was stern. She stormed out. I walked her to her car then said "Listen, we made some great memories but this isnt going to work out"

I feel like I made the right decision yet obviously after a breakup you just think about all the positives. Ive start feeling guilty/regretfull like I should have slept on it.

Last night, I had sex but I couldnt get hard until she sucked me off. I was still thinking about her. I fucked her for a couple min then just lost interest,pulled out then fingered her till she came. I thought sex would help but it did nothing for me and although I hate her, I'm still thinking about her wondering if I made the right decision.

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Title Someone please smack me in the fucking face
Author rizzyfromthe9
Upvotes 3
Comments 20
Date February 19, 2019 7:08 PM UTC (2 years ago)
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