I have just come to the stage were I dont care about sex, rarely wank and even then its out of boredem (have alot of time while waiting on the next job, despite gym, guitar, German, ect) and havent done any pickup in a couple of weeks due to no drive to get laid as that is all I can do as im moving away very soon. In short unless she is 7/10 or better, is right there and I have time to go and chat her up, I dont care I will just ignore her. HOWEVER a girl who used to have a crush on me and seems to still do but was way to young at the time (I was 18 she was 15)when we met at my first job, well her an I have started talking again, and I just cant stop thinking about this bird and have to have her!

She has been giving some blatant IOI's saying she wants to see me, and im following standard game rules to setup a date so it should all be good but like I said I have this feeling of just having to have her. What the fuck is this feeling? Its come out of knowere and I feel like the 15 year old beta with a crush, although I can atleast act on it now.